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OMFG! Just discovered 2 post by someone (I’m guessing is Kai) addressed to me! I gotta change my password soon! I thought that my password is un-guessable!

I am sooo back from Malaysia, just spent my saturday and sunday trotting aroung Kluang in my 5 inch heels for a wedding and birthday party for my 90 year old great uncle. Awesome dresses and yes, I took loads of pictures.

Also, mad love with my new 4.5 inch heels, plus plus 2 shirts, a dress and jeans I brought at a frenzy shopping trip.

Friday was prom for our J2 seniors, we spent loads of time planning this event and I thought it was a great job from the whole entire 24th student’s council. Was super mad busy on friday, running around decorating our school with balloons and plus last minute shopping at Chong Pang.

Sorry Jea babe, I really couldn’t help you.

Kai, tmw is our MONTHSARY! Mad awesome! I love you baby, and can’t wait for our D.A.T.E tmw.

P.s Will upload the pics soon!

Because if the world doesn’t love you anymore, you gotta learn how to love yourself.

Went to school today, met up with Prom Committee and discussed stuff, the most worrying would be gate crashers and alcohol. If there are any seniors reading this (even though it’s like, totally wierd, you shouldn’t), gate crashing and alcohol is loser-ish. Especially if you get caught, your A level cert kena withhold, just a warning.

Ate lunch with the committee and Jea. Sorry Jea, make you wait. During lunch we were talking about the stuff we need to bring to Japan. And I was like, But there’s no packing list. Pris was like, Ya, but we are student leaders.

And I was like, “Imagine if you forget to bring your panty. And Ms George will be like, “YOU ARE A STUDENT LEADER!!! YOU FORGET TO BRING YOUR PANTY?!?” “

They all laughed, abeit nervously. No one wants to forget essentials. But seriously, I’m like paranoid with stuff like that. I’m really scared if I forget to bring socks or something.

Nevermind, I’ll start fretting on Monday.

P.s I’m still reeling from my good fortune, it’s Japan, baby. I wasn’t even this excited when I went to London! (:

Name: marianne
Date: 12/1/2009
Colorgenics Number: 45170326

You have a vivid imagination and this is good. Great inventors, explorers all had inventive, imaginative minds. Your friends and acquaintances may consider you over-imaginative and given to fantasy or day-dreaming. So what ? this is a part of your character and charm.

You ‘need to be needed’. As an idealist you are intolerant of anything short of special consideration from those close to you. If you do not get what you seek you are apt to become reclusive and you will close the doors on all those within your sphere of influence.

You feel tired – worn out and listless. The last thing that you want to do is to be in an open conflict with those around you that are forever tormenting you. What to do? That’s the rub. You are feeling that you are being choked – unable to breathe.

You are trying to prove yourself – not only to yourself but also to everyone around you. There is much that you would like to say and do but the situation warrants self-restraint and that is the last thing that you have on your mind. It would seem that you have an unsatisfied need to ally yourself with others whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different – to stand out from the crowd. This is subjecting you to considerable stress but you tend to stick to your attitudes despite lack of appreciation. Of course, you are finding the situation uncomfortable and would like nothing better but to break away from it but you don’t like the idea of compromise. Your main problem is that you are unable to resolve the situation because you continually postpone making the necessary decisions. You feel that if you make the wrong choice this would lead to such opposition that you would not be able to command the esteem of others. It is essential that those around you are prepared to comply with your wishes.

You feel that you need to move on. You feel that you are not appreciated or valued for what you are and that the time is ‘now’. Failure to do so will not afford you the conditions to prove your worth.

If Cyberspace was a village, then he would be the idiot.
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I am gonna lose weight, no matter what. I went down to the gym just now at 8pm and the gym was empty. Cool. Blasted out my gym playlist. Mostly consisting of the Pussycat Dolls. Their voices make me work harder, harder, harder. Just thinking about their music videos where they flaunt their flat and toned stomach is super inspiring.

If the situation arises whereby I need to go commando infront of a bunch of girls to take a bath, then at least I will have a toned body. Although I’d much rather not.

I love my bf & friends who showed me their support in my latest life drama. My life is never boring, is it? My bf may not be the best looking guy in earth, but he is the best guy for me. After dating a handsome but dim-witted guy with bad manners last year (My first bf), I’ve learnt that looks aren’t everything the hard way.

I used to be superficial and shallow, but now I’ve passed the level of maturity where I learn to accept people by their character, not looks.

Maybe someone needs to learn it the hard way too, don’t you think? Don’t worry, I will let him learn it through the hardest way possible. (:

Jai Ho!

1) Celebrate, finally, last day of work.

2) Get H1N1 vaccine, SC just texted us yesterday reminding us, wonder how much does it cost? Spend money again.

3) Get prom stuff. Call P and J what else do I have to do.

4) Pack, buy winter coat & lotion

5) Call Sher & Jea

6) Adhere to promise, study w Jea as much as I can

7) R.E.V.E.N.G.E

Yup, this week’s to-do list. The last on the list might take longer than expected. It takes time. Revenge is best served cold. I shall excute it swiftly and silently.

I know that I am not one to preach about internet manners, I’d also found myself in sticky situations. But at least *I* know that I shouldn’t bite more than I can chew. I know what is the limit and I am careful not to cross it. I may have many weaknesses but at least I am not that stupid.

Japan trip looks pretty much confirmed. I heard that some people already packed their bags! But the trip is like, 9 days away (I think). Too early.

My main concerns of the trip is that it’ll be too cold, my body weight is not ideal, spending money not enough. I need to lose weight ASAP as the tour guide told us that there are public baths. Like, you know, strip in front of others and then soak in the hot bath. Gawd! As if Bintan camp was not bad enough. The memory of 18 girls showering in open showers is already bad enough. But at least then we can wear like our under garments if we were shy. But now, it’s really commando. Like, it is against the rule to wear even a swimsuit in the baths.

Not really enthu about that….

And and, Japan’s really ex. I really admire people with rich parents. Can buy landed property, bring them to trips at ex countries like, Europe and Japan every year. (Yes, Jay, I’m talking about you.)

I really don’t want to suffer at this trip. Like, not enough money, too cold, sleep on the floor, food too expensive, dirty toilets. I want to have the best memories at this trip. Btw, if something happens to me during the trip, like I *touch wood* die or something, my earlier post about my funeral still counts okay?

I love that song, the girls voices is 100% pure bimbotic, I like.

Met Kai todaaaaay! Awesome food and company. He ALWAYS makes me smile. He is THE most caring, thoughtful, kind, helpful, generous, cutest guy EVER. Plus plus, it helped that he just had an awesome new haircut. Simply gorgeous. I know, being completely biased here, but who cares? He’s mine and I’m his.

Insecure bitch, I always was. Didn’t bother changing “for the better”. Who cares “for the better”? It wouldn’t get me anywhere.

Note to myself: Change game plan in the upcoming year. This year’s game plan was to pass everything. Reached my aim, I must say. (Btw, a sub pass is not considered a pass to me.) Gonna dream big dreams next year. It’s war. A Self Fulfilling Prophecy.

Tan Wei Kai, you’ve been so busy with your studies recently. I hope that you will take care of yourself more and rest well. Things had been rough between us lately but we are still as close and as in love as ever. Don’t you dare think of giving me up and I promise you that I will also never give you up.

14 more days to our monthsary. (:

P.s Super inspired when Charis (from my SG) sung this song last week. Ignited my love for cheesy 90’s songs.

Some people are pure fuckers, aren’t they?

Some bugger from the past called Ong Wei Jin commented on a primary 6 class photo by saying, “GUYS GUYS OMG LUCKY I NV GO TO YJC, OR ELSE I WOULD BE IN THE SAME SCH AS MARIANNE TAI!!! NIGHTMARE!! HENG AH”

Firstly, what makes him think he is gonna be associated with me if he went to YJC? Does he think he will be accepted there? I am sick and tired educating ignorant people that YJC, despite what other people think, is a good school. There are many single digit scorers in our school, AND most of us missed out like, 1 mark to go to AJC. And then we choose the next closest school to our home, YJC. He is most likely to suceed Cho Sueng Hui, you know? The guy behing the VT shootings? Bitter and spiteful. I saw it and was like, who is this bugger? What the hell? So I clicked on his name and saw his display picture. It was an “ah-hah!” moment for me. That bugger is like, known for his large nose, dandruff-studded hair and pongy breath. Of course, I remember him! However, I kinda forget what the hell did I do to incur such a nasty comment from him.

I though about it for like, 5 mins and gave up. Don’t remember doing anything nasty to him, except to ignore that imbecile for the whole time since I knew him. Maybe I was mean to him about this personal appearance? Likely. I WAS a little show-off at primary school, either that or the way I behaved at primary school (which was the social norm for international school) wasnt accepted by him.

My sincere apologies if I was nasty to you (even though you probably provoked me first), Ong Wei Jin. But as for now, I don’t give two shits about your whiney request to “start afresh, including our friendship..”

I’m sorry, Mr Ong, I was never your friend and probably never will be. You provoked me first by insulting me and trying to end it with a two-faced comment, “haas, bad memory isnt worth remembering.. hope you have changed for the better.. at least not likie how you were in pri6.”

Which really made me wonder if I was really nasty OR you just can’t get over it. Maybe you should get some friends? Like, you know, human beings? Computer game characters aren’t really your friends, blistering idiot.

Gawd, why do I even bother to dedicate a blog post on you? Visit a shrink, OWJ. You really need it.

P.s He reminds of those little dust particles on a dusty dinner jacket, clingy and attenton seeking. You wanna remove it, but it just keeps coming back for your attention.

Here’s a picture of him. HANDSOME RIGGGGHT???

Ahhhh… Typical. The producers always make viewers think that the eventual loser is the winner, added with comments here and there misleading viewers. I was tricked last cycle of ANTM, wasn’t this time though! Yayness, I rooted for nicole right from the start. She’s so stunning. Red hair, fair fair skin, green eyes, straight nose, nice face structure, simply gorgeous.

Went out with Jeanne at Orchard Ion just now, checked out the winter coats. May be getting the Uniqlo one, I think the price is reasonable and it’s made of 90% down. Great, coz I don’t wanna walk around with frozen ass. Was MIA from school the past 2 days, the SCs filled me in with what happened at the meeting with VP, apparently, we are supposed to wear our blazers and skirts during our exchange with a school in Osaka. Now, this is the few times where I wished I was a boy *cue Beyonce song*. If I were a booooy, then I at least wear trousers with blazer… Shucks. But I bet I will enjoy it, having a frozen ass.

Mug and mug and mug for so long, finally can enjoy life.

P.s I love love love Jeanne. She is perfect. Funny, outgoing, discreet. All the things that compliment my dull personality.